I never really stopped making music.

The machines changed. The software changed. The way I worked changed. The curiosity stayed exactly the same.

Music has been part of my life for more than twenty-five years - and it started well before that, at six years old, watching my father's band play from the side of the stage.

What began there ended up here - roots reggae from Rotterdam, with a family line running through Suriname back to India.

Tjipkali is not the beginning of that journey. It's the next chapter.

25+
years making music
250+
productions
8
chapters

Chapter 01

Watching

From age six

Before I made anything, I watched. My father played in a band, and I went along - big halls, big stages, and a small boy standing at the side where he could see everything.

That's where I found the instrument I still love most. A drum kit was drums. Percussion was percussion. But the SPD (digital drum pad) was both at once, and it had synth sounds on top of that. One instrument that refused to pick a side.

I didn't know it yet, but I'd spend the next twenty-five years doing exactly that.

Chapter 02

Tape and Radio

1990s

It started with two VHS recorders and the radio. Three-hour tapes that held six hours on long play - recording for a full evening, cutting out the commercials, splicing the songs back together into one continuous mix.

No software. No undo button. Just patience and a pause key.

Chapter 03

The PC

2000 - 2005

The first real experiments moved to a computer. A wave editor, and nothing else: cutting and pasting straight into the waveform, with no snap and no grid to catch me. Every edit landed exactly where I put it, which meant every edit had to be judged by ear.

A home studio room with speakers mounted on the wall, a large CRT monitor, mixing gear and coloured light
The room where it started. That monitor took up three quarters of the desk.

Mixing tracks, pulling sounds apart, trying to understand how music was actually put together. There was no instant generation and no endless library of ready-made possibilities. Just a PC, music and curiosity.

Close-up of a Denon SMX-2000 scratch mixer and Gemini CD-9800 dual CD player in a dark room
The mixing years. Everything learned by hand, on the fly.
A CRT monitor showing a waveform in a wave editor, with a midi keyboard underneath
One of the very few photos from those years. Nobody carried a camera back then - it took an occasion.

Chapter 04

The Band

2005 - 2010

After trying a few, I found the right one and stayed five years. Playing with other people changes how you hear everything - timing, space, and above all when not to play.

View from behind a keyboard on stage, looking out over an empty hall with a mirror ball
The hour before the room fills up.
A dholak drum miked up on stage next to electronic Roland drum pads
A dholak miked up next to electronic pads. The two worlds were already standing side by side, twenty years before I started writing about them.
A decorated hall with a stage, stage lighting and balloons before an event
Weddings, parties, halls like this one. Hundreds of nights of learning what actually makes a room move.

Somewhere in those years I moved from playing and mixing other people's music to producing my own.

Chapter 05

The Detour

2010 - 2015

I left the band and started a business. Producing slid into second place, the way things do when life gets loud. The music never stopped completely - it just got quieter for a while.

Chapter 06

Learning by Listening

2015 - 2020

Production grew again, and it grew in an unexpected way: by working with music in languages I didn't speak. I couldn't follow the words, but I understood the feeling.

That taught me something I still use every day - the message travels before the language does.

Roland SPD-S and SPD-20 sampling pads lit in purple light, next to a mixing desk
Pads, mixer, and a Ganesha on the wall. The heritage was never a decision - it was just there.

Chapter 07

Back to First Place

2020 - 2025

Music moved back to the front of my life, and the production went up like a rocket. More than 250 instrumental tracks, often built around vocals performed by other people. For years I made music for others simply because I could, and because I like helping people get their ideas out of their head and into the world.

Somewhere in there the question changed. Not can I make this, but does this need to exist. I made a lot, kept very little, and slowly started separating what was impressive from what was actually moving.

Two Roland SPD-20 pads and an SPD-S stacked together in a home studio
The last setup: two SPD-20s and an SPD-S, running with a DM5 drum module and the PC over MIDI. Drums and percussion on one pair of hands, with delays covering what those hands couldn't reach.

Chapter 08

Tjipkali

2026

Before this chapter there was a darker one. Twenty years of building came down in three days, and what was left was ash.

I put my faith in the fire. This is what came back.

Songs, built from family stories - the love we show but never say. Five singles, each cover moving one step from ash to gold, building toward an album.

Twenty-five years to get here. Still the same curiosity.

Listen to the music